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Thesis defense

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 09:39:39 GMT

will be on the 2nd and 3rd day of February instead of January 26 and 27.

Thank God it was moved... Im still not ready to face Sir Jere and Ms. Lourdes Molina-Fernandez for panelling. (",)

eniweiz... Im planning to give my friends a "goodluck gift" ( i dont know what to call it!) Anyway, here's the list of my most valued friends at USTe (hey guys Im planning to give u something..wat shud it be?ehhehe)

Ainjl Velasco

Maje Palarca

Jenny Bagus

Jules Veloso

Saisho Mendiola

Vanessa Valles (I already bought my gift for this woman! (",) )

Mel de quiros

Kris bayos

Tin Repolona

Sarah Azucena

Ana Gonzales

Macy delos Santos

...so I need 12 things..i mean 11 to make them all happy. heheheh

Finally!!!

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 03:59:59 GMT

I was about to go when Ernie held my I.D. and wouldnt give it to me. So I said "Para kang tanga..akin na!"

Then he smiled.Gave my ID and said "i love you" in a really sweet tone...

God how I waited for this day to come! Finally!!!!! :p

I cant believe he did it! he said "i love you" to me infront of all those students lined-up for their IDs. O God!!! This isnt a dream, is it?

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Simbang Gabi

I never attended Simbang Gabi, but for this one special person I did. Just for a single wish Im not even sure would come true. I love him so much.. i really do. Lord please let HIM be IT...just this one last wish. Let ERNIE be the it.

Fireworks and all

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:44:40 GMT

As I was writing this column, fireworks banged the four corners of UST.

For being the champions perhaps, but also for being one as team. The UAAP championship between Ateneo and UST really made the Thomasian spirit soar.

Fifteen or so miuntes ago, I was among the hundreds of thomasians scattered at the newly created UST Plaza in front of the Main Building. I was watching this band (all whom were thomasians by the way) but I left since "Join the club" is not really the band for me... I'd rather watch Parokya ni Edgar later with Sho and Pam plus the Soapdish rendition of "Pwede ba" which rocks my world this past few days for no reasons at all.haha

I have been really happy this past few weeks with our school winning the UAAP cheering competition for the its fifth year running, bagging the UAAP women's basketball championship and finally, bringing home the gold for the UAAP Men's basketball. WOW! After ten years, we finally managed to bag it again.

Today seemed to be the last day of celebration. Tomorrow will be another day of paperworks and examinations. Then I will be leaving for NEw Zealand.No more second semester for me. BYE PHILIPPINES.

BLACK Magic no more...

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 13:07:12 GMT

UST BAGGED UAAP CHAMPIONSHIP

One Big Bite.

With a 2-point lead charged by Player of the game Dylan Ababou in a last minute free throw, the UST Tigers assured their crowd that Norman Black's last second magic is not anymore a threat.

The UST Growling Tigers devoured on Ateneo Blue Eagles in a neck-and-neck encounter at the Araneta Coliseum this afternoon with a __________ card.

During the first two quarters, the Eagles seemed to dominate the game with their three-point boomerang and all-time hearthrob Chris Tiu.

However, the Eagles seemed flightless after the half-time break with only points coming from the free-throw baskets as UST players fouled 8 timesduring the third period.

With almost all their scorings coming from the unguarded basket, the Eagles tied with the Tigers at 64 all calling for another five minutes for an overtime.

UST Tigers coach Pido Jarencio called for timeouts to strategically prepare his team for their next basket.

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 08:25:02 GMT

I got this thing from Lord Lotus' blog... its really cute and hilarious at the same time..bwahahahahha

Only in China

SWIMMING POOL

Only in Hawaii

Only in India

Only in Mexico

Only in Texas

Only In Thailand

And last, but not least

Only In America

Black Gold, Balck White

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 05:41:05 GMT

UST BAGGED THE UAAP CHEERING CROWN FIVE YEARS IN A ROW

Once again, the Salinggawi dance troupe of the University of Santo Tomas proved that they are the best cheerdancers in the country today.

For the past 5 years, UST has topped the UAAP cheerdance competition wasting UP's effort this year to bag even the first place.

UP landed to the second place next only to the FEU tamaraws who wowed the expectators with their UST-like manuevers.

Rumors has it that the FEU cheering squad coach was a former Salinggawi member now called "traydor" for coaching other school apart from UST.

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Enough about the Sports update... what I really wanna tell the whole world is how happy I was during Sunday's event...

Dior was not able to come along so I tagged Ernie instead so that Gianne and I would have someone to talk to aside from the occassional me and her tandem.ehhehee

That was where the excitement swoosh into moi... : ) Having him on my right side to lean to and all that cozy stuff.

This was taken before the Cheerdance competition began

Anyway, Ernie, Gianne and I met around 8 or 9 in the morning coz we still dont have the tickets for the competition. Even that early the line of those who will buy the ticket was so long it even circle dthe Araneta coliseum's exterior.

The good thing is, Gianna (no one knows why) was allowed by a security guard to enter the premises even without going through teh line. She was allowed to buy a ticket inside passing through the cue of those who will enter the General; admission side. The bad thing is, the policy goes something like : "ONE TICKET PER PERSON". Ernie and I insisted on allowing us to get tickets as well since the three of will be watching it together but the guard did not allow us. (THE NERVE!!!!) But when Gianne pleaded him to do so, he allowed us and so we got tickets.

We got inside the coliseum really early (before 12noon and teh show will start at 2pm), Ernie and I talked about his life as a bisexual and how he still dream of having a family of his own. He asked me If I think women would still let him into their lives once they knew about his "personality" and I said maybe soem of us would. and then the thing I wasnt expecting happened:

He asked me if I could be his girlfriend!!!!!!! ding ding ding........

ANd my heartbeats went faster and faster.......woahhhhh..I wasnt expecting this...never in my life.......o my God and he looks really serious............

Them I dont know what came up to me...All I ever said was "Sorry I want men. I mean real men. But if you'd ask me for a movie date and fetch me home and all that I'd say yes."...

And ...GIANNE who went out to the FEU side becasue of her friend CAME ALONG!!!!! wahhhhhhh! Gianne your ruined everything.!!!!! :'(

I could have said yes if he asked me again... But he didn't. Maybe it was just nothing for him and I took it very seriously. I dont really know now what happened in between. The cheers of the crowd wasnt really going into me coz I was still digesting the horrors of reality: He would never ask me that again. Maybe not in this lifetime because of what I said. But I said that only to balance things out.

I felt like I was drowning into something and I needed to make the coast safe. If he would ask me again, and if he would promise to try his best to be a "man" for me, maybe I'd let him be a part of my life.

Even when he's rude he sounds nice!

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 02:37:04 GMT

What I dont get with Mike is his way of putting me under too much pressure and dont even get to see the effort I put on it..

I texted him early this morning to ask if he's home (coz he goes somewhere else to spend the nyt there sometimes) to ask him if he could send me the letter to confirm that I was the one who wrote SOMEl artciles under his name last April and May ...its not really numerous but its important to me... You see, its all about the grades.

I have nothing against Mike even after those very exhausting and EXPENSIVE training under him but its too much already having been ignored after all the things I did just to make it appear that he's got a news for the day when in fact I never even get to see his face for weeks.. I never asked him to give me bylines and taglines, I told him Im quitting but he did something to make me stay... he talked to the desk officers to have my name published in the paper...

I learned things from him, or should I say I learned things from my own experiences with the help of Ash and Lito. Yeah thats it. i leartned not from mike but from the people who were always there to help me out and tell me which is wrong and which is not.

Again, I have nothing against Mike. All I ever wanted is to be acknowledge as the one who wrote some of the articles published with his name on it. I still have copies of the stories I passed to him... I know i'll be able to use in the future.

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The conversation with Mike goes this way:

Hazel: Sir Mike Gud morning! :) asa bahay po b kau?kc po my ipafax po sana me sa inyo by 12pm.. is it possible na maifax nyo pblik sakn 2day?

Mike: Nega, wat s dat hazel?

Hazel: un letter po sana to confirm some artix I wrote n wlang by or tagline ko.. kc po my advsr's requesting me to have u sign it.

Mike:Y do u have to claim stories dat were not bylined to u? are those with bylines not enough?

Hazel: kc po nung april, trainees were not allowed p to hv by or tag so akala ko pede po humingi ng certification. its 4 d grading po kc.. sori...

Mike: hmmmm... its not that i dont wnt to gve them to u haze... I just want you to see the point... wer ka ba? :)

Hazel: Skul,,, dey asked us to pass d artix n cnulat namen kc. tska sir meron nmn po talgang times n cnulat ko pero ayw isama ng desk . its ok n po, il reason out n lng sa advsr ko. He insisted po kc n kmuha ng certifcation or else the arix will not be counted for us...cge po.

Mike: oh, y do u give up so easily? May landline k b?

Hazel: Wala po...nasa school po kc ako.. I only have 2 bylines po pla... d ko namn maclaim na ako sumulat nung mga tag..cge po i hav a clas po. thankx po.

Mike: ok, usap tauo later, ok? :)

(See? even when he's rude he sounds nice!)_______________________________________

And what was his point?

I kept on blabbing here pero in short this is it:

I wrote those artcles and all I wanted is a signature confirming I was the one who wrote it. all I want is for those artix to be counted for me coz I'm trying my best to get that CUM LAUDE under my belt this March. Mike missed out on something: Appreciation.

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Ashzel sent me a message after I forwarded him Mike's message and Ash sent me this:

"Bt ganon un syo? Pbyaan m na kesa nmn mgmuka k png ngma2kaawa s knya. D b nya appreciate gnwa mo?"

SEE?No one sees ur point Mike. NO ONE IN THIS WORLD EXCEPT U.

Juan Miguel Mesina 2: Another sad tale to tell

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 08:38:45 GMT

I went to the Hospital of the Infant Jesus just now to visit my friend and co-assawhole Aiza Minette Alegre-Tengco who just gave birth to ahealthy and cute baby boy. I didn't saw anyone familiar there (except of course aizee and her family). I never got to see Joyce, Ria, Glaiza and Pambid because they left moments before I got to teh hospital.

Anyway, the trip to the hospital is not really what Im supposed to write here, but what happened when I got to UST.

Of all the things that should have happened,the least expected to ahhpen is to see my ex-boyfriend Juan Miguel Mesina (Jumi).

I saw him while he's on his way out of the UST Dapitan (near AB) gate while I was on my way to the Library from BK dapitan.

For all you know, Jumi is such a traitor.

Its sad to say that he is someone bad enough to ruin my life but it is true. But what's more is that inspite of what he did to me, i still love him so much to the point that I wanna run to him and tell him maybe we could start again. but heck! that will never happen because thanks to my bad attitude, my pride keeps me miles away from him... But I really wanna run to him, hug him and tell him how much I miss him...how much I need him.

Its another sad tale to tell, bad I couldnt tell anyone. I keep to myself through this blog. The truth is, even though Im trying to pretend Im strong, Im not. Im trying to put up a brave face but the fact that he left me after all the things that happened tears me apart. I love him. I love him so much...I wish he knew...

Jumi, Iloveyou.

ST. Bernard ---->UST high!

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 09:14:33 GMT

JEK VILLCAMPA

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 12:36:35 GMT

Jan Erik Villacampa is not an ordinary guy if you will ask me. He's not really that tall and his hair doesn't lay flat like i awnted it to be, but he's really got the face (at least my friends agreed with me on this! (n_n).

Meeting him was another unusual thing to remember.( But i wont say it here becoz I dont want him to know me and my friend Tetet's deepst,darkest secret.

I'll tell you more about JEK next tym update this blog! :)